wo lamhey betain poraney

Yaado kee kitab say kuch panney ultayey hai aaj, kuch dhundali yaadey saaf kee hai aaj, uhi guzarey palo ko chahtey jab tery yaado tak pahucha to janey keyu sab tham sa gaya, laga jaisey waqt kee sui wahi rul gayee ho jasey... yaado kee pankitu say maney muskurakey poocha keya yeh main hee hoo , y life is so changable.....College say bunk markey terey paas pahana, 4 mkng u smile dancing like a joker at the streats of Canought Streats...... 4gtng evrythng...... dosto say udhar lakar tumharey saath pahli date keyu mujhey aaj bhi yaad hai, keyu merey muskurahat mai aaj bhi wo naami jo us paal nahee thee.... janta hooo hum door hai kabhi saath nahee ho paey, paar phir keyu aaj bhi mai tumsay apney aap ko judha pata hooo, keyu jab mera naam liya jata hai to tera zikar ho jata hai..... Wo gili subhah mujhey aaj bhi yaad hai jab tery nazer sharmatey huey merey nazroo say merey dil ka pata poch rahee thee.... I STILL REMEMBER TAT SHOULDER WHERE I CRIED 4M HEART  4 THE 1ST and LAST TIME IN MY LIFE......Us akhari chuhan kee garmi aaj bhi mehsoos hotey hai jab main akely hota hoo to tery hassi ko aksar yaad kar key hass padhta hoo..... nahee hai saath to keya hua paar jodey hai ajj bhi.... keya waqt hai aaj ka... naa tum merey dil mai hoo naa dimag mai phir janey keyu merey dharkan pay sirf tera hi naam hai.... huey hum barbad kuch istarh kee dil tutney kee awaz kisi koo naa aa pai.... nahee janta kee tum kush ho kee gum mai par bhi bhi band ankho say sirf tery tazweer bana pata hooo..... wo pahli baar 1000s key bech mai khada hotey huey tery tarf pahli baar bahen failna poory filmy estly mai i luv u bolna.... aaj bhi yaad hai mujhey..... tujhey door jatey dekhtey huey 100s ansoo ko roktey tujhey muskuratey huey janey dena.... wo shayad akhari shaadi thee jab mai naacha tha... ankho mai annsoo ko thamey gamo key sayey ko sambhaley tujhey kesey orr key pass jatey dekhtey huey bhi naach raha tha..... wo din yaad hai mujhey jab tuney palat key mujhey dekha tha, us waqt bhi terey ankhey merey nazaro say apney dil ka pata pooch rahee theee, wo gili muskurahat us raat kee yaad hai mujhey jo merey dil say apney ruksati kee izzazat mang rahee thee.... wo ghabray thandey hoonth mujhey yaad hai jo jatey waqt sirf mujhey ek baar dil say muskuratey dekhna chahtee thee.... yaar dost sab they dhamal machaney..... par wo akhari pal yaad hai mujhey jab wo ruki thee or mur key akar boli Tum Zinda Hoo to Mai Hooo..... Tum Nahee Too Main Nahee..... Tum Kush to main kush.... tera dil roya to mera dil waheee band..... us waqt jasey dil main bass gaya.... aaj jaab wo bhooley paalo key panney khuley to tera zikar bhi utha.... main nahe bhola kuch aaj bhi.... par janey keyu mera dil aaj bhi suna hai......Terey bina zindagee jeney kee adat nahee thee orr aaj jee bhi raha hoo or kaphi haadh tak kush bhii hooo..... par terey yaadein aaj bhi merey saath chaltee hai...... Wo betein lamhey merey ankho main bastey hai aaj bhi..... main kush hoo keyukee tujhsay dil say wada kiya tha apni kushi ka.... main zinda hooo keyuki terey zindagee dekhna chahta hoo... bin miley keyu tujhey dekhna chahta hooo.... keyu wapas tery khandey mai sir rakh key rona chahta hoo janey keyu...... wo lamhey aaj bhi yaad hai mujhey....

Rah Mai Chaltey Chaltey

 Rah mai chala na tha kabhi mai akela, they merey saathi kai nayey to kai puraney, har modh pay ,theee nayee manzilo ka safar, thodey sey gum orr bahot saree kushiyan, ek asoo ata nahe key they kai haath use poch nay key liyey, na kabhi socha tha hazoro kee bheed mai aaaj Akeley chalna padheyga, har modh pay ek naya safar hota tha churu, jasey zindagee ruki thee nahe kabhi kisey pal, har pal ek nayee yaado ka gharonda banta tha, kuch kahtee kuch metey yaddo kee khidhkiyu say aney waley kal kee kushiyu ko dekha tha mainey kabhi kisey ghadee, waqt dekhney key liyey kabhi mujhey ghadi kee zarorat padhtee thee nahee , tera charey ke muskurahat mujhey  subh ke kiran say mulakat karatee thee, terey bhigey balo keen num bondey aksar mujhey subh  geley pato pay padey ooss kee yaad dilate thee, terey payaree see muskaruhat mujhey aksar mujhey sham ka waq diklatee thee, trey masoom see thankan mujhey raat kee yaad dilate thee, tery palo ka bhari pan mujhey chand key dastak pay chandani ke moujodgee ka ehsas dilatee theey, kai modho mai say ek modh terey dil key galiyu mai jatey they jiskey hare k chauk pay terey maujodgee ka parchahey chodey jatey thee, jot u na miltey thee kabhi yahee pay to terey kadmo key nishan dhonta terey tikhaney pay pahuch jaeya karta tha, kuch lafangey dost rahtey they saath merey aksar, jinhey tu na pasan kiya kartee par kabhi keh nahee patey thee, terey khamoshi terey merey dil mai kho janey ka ehsas dilate thee, is dil mai rahtee thee isey apna ghar man key janey kitney sapney basaey they isn rahoo pay uhi chaltey2 humney, kabhi na dekha tha pechey mudh key keyu terey akho say kabhi nazrey hathee hee nahe kabhi uhi merey, mery subh kuch lafango key saath shuru ho key terey baho mai khatam hotey theee, they kuch dost apney bhi esey jo rahey harpal saath iss bheedth mai pal pal saath uhi esey hii, jab bhi mai thakha hota tha, mayusee ka nakab udey hota tha jo terey godh mujhey aksar maa kee yaad dilate thee, wo naram chotey2 say masoom haath jab garam tail giley huey merey balo mai firtey they to jano pory duniya muthee mai ajaeyey esa lagata tha mujhey….

Janey Keyu

Bhigee Oss kee boondo say aaj sukhey patey ka pata pocha hai , janey keyu is dil nay tery kushi say mayosi ka pata pocha hai, log jeetey hai yaado mai phir na janey keyu aaj maney tery yaado say apney yaado ka pata pocha hai, rah mai chaltey janey keyu tery manzil say apney ghar ka pata pocha hai, janey keyu aaj mainey tery muskurahat say apney ansoo ka pata pocha hai, janey keyu tery sayey say hi keyu apney sayey ka pata pocha hai, tery is bedh mai khojaney ko dil chahta hai phir janey keyu terey is shorr say apne tanhai ka pata pocha hai. log pochtey hai pata zindagee ka jeney key liyey phir janey keyu mainey terey zindagee say apne maut ka pata poochha hai.....

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Dhulhan

 Laal Raang kee chunari dali hai, payri see muskan aaj mainey pahnee hai

likho jo wo kitab aaj mainey pakadee hai, thodee see ghabrai hoo  or bahoot sharmai hui hoo

jo kal they parayey janey keyu lag rahey hai janey pahchaney say, mera babul keyu mujhey lag raha kuch paray say,

Lal Rang kee chunari ode khadee hoo mai , haya  kee moorat bani hoo,

sharm key achal say simti  is bheedh mai akeli khadee hoo mai,

charo or kushiyu key shor  mai keyu asoo say gili khadee hoo mai ,

keyu apno ko chod parayo ko apnaney ko taiyar khadee hoo mai ..

Ghano Say Ladi ek soney kee khan bani hui hoo mai

khoobsoorat to nahee hoo mai par keyu aaj shringar rass say bhari hue hoo mai

Lal raang key suhag key jodey say liptee hoo mai, ghano say kuch sajee hui hoo mai

Hoto mai Lal Lai lage hui hai jino ko mai ghabraey hue apney  danto key beech dabaey huey hoo mai

jo nazarey thee na kabhi jhokhee aaj jane keyu sharmaey hue neche jhokhee hai

main dartee nahee phir bhi keyu aaj mera dil ghabraya hua hai ,

keyu mai muskurahat ke chadar odey apney dar ko chupaey muskuratey hue khadee hoo,

keyu ankho ko mainey kajal say sajaya hua hai mainey aaj, keyu mathey mai Chandra see bindee lagaee hui hai

in kaliyu mai aaj chudiyan pahne keyu mand mand muskuraey khadheey hoo,

 jin pairo mai siwaey joto key kuch orr na pahna tha keyu aaj payal dali hui hoo,

gogi nahe hoo par phi keyu mery awaz key bajay marey chudi or payal bol rahee hai,

kaley ghaney baal jo kabhi uljhey  tutey rahtey they unhey keyu  kali choti or parandey mai sambhaley hue hoo mai,

kabhi  apney angan key sifaey kisey or kee dalheez key barey mai socha na tha, pir keyu aaj apna agan chondney ko tayar khadee hoo mai,

kabhi kisey ladkey ka zikar dil nay kiya tha nahee phir aaj  keyu mai  kisey kee mahandi sajaey usmai uska naam likhey khade hoo,

keyu jo nam aaj merey hatho mai hai keyu uske main mulakat apni dil say karwana chahti hoo,

uu to hazaro kee bhedh mai bhi badhak mai kuch bihi bol jate hoo, to aaj keyu akhey hai num or zuban mai khomoshi kee chadar  lapatey hue khadee hoo mai,

kaal tak thee jo baratee aaj kasey dulhan banney ja rahee hoo, keyu apney babul ke ladali say kesey kee bahoo baney ja rahee hoo,

aaj  keyu apna maan sambhaley kesey orr kee dahleez kee zeenath baneyko tayaar hoo mai,

kushi itnee hai kee asamn mai udna chahtee hoo mai par keyu babul kee mayekey mitti say jodhi baithee hoo mai ,

kush itna hoo kee najaney keyu maery akhey num hain, apney anagan chod key aaj mai parae honey ja rahee hoo,

chor nahee hoo par najaney keyu apney hi ghar say apney yadain churaey ja rahee hoo,

Maa kee dant, Papa ka dular, bhai keen ok jhokh, dosto kee mahphil, apna phala crush

sab ko pechey chod unke yadien churakar bhag rahee hoo mai, par phir bhi keyu is bheedh mai khadee dikh rahee ho mai

chalchalta ka daman chod kar keyu ab samjhdar baney ja raheee hoo, azad panchee thee mai par keyu aaj zimadariyu ke kadi mai bandhney ja rahee hoo mai,

gol2 ghomney say mujhey chakar  athey hai, aag say dar lagta hai mujhey, phir keyu kesey anjaney key saath saath pharey usi aag key samne laganey ko taiyar hoo , hawa num hai, mery zulphey baar2 merey ghunghat say girtey hue galo ko choo rahey hai , phir bhi keyu paseney say nahey hui hui hoo

aaj apna sab kuch kho kay kuch naya paney key liyey tayar ho rahee hoo mai, …………………………………………………….

apney dhuley key lieye dulhan baney ko tayar ho rahee hoo mai, uskey ghar janey ko baikarar hoo rahee hoo

janey keyu bagano key desh mai jakar sabko apnaney key tamana karte ja rahee hoo, janey keyu dulhan ho kar bhi sab say daree phir rahee hoo,

keya kho rahee hoo or keya paa rahee hoo nahe pata mujhey par is lamhey ko apney zindgee ke kitab mai kaid kartey ja rahee hoo mai

sajhi hui apney dulhay key dulhan baney ka intezar kar rahee hoo mai, kab wo ghode chadh key ayey or mujhey apney sapno key mahal mai lakar uske rani baney..

janey keyu uski dulhan baney ko main marey ja rahee hoo……

Life-Destiny-Death (Dedicated to My Friend Swati )

Death asked from Life what is the reason of our existence. Humara Wajoot keya hai? Life politely smiled and cutely said I am The  bigning and you are ending. And at both times our eyes are wet. You always wait for me and I always tries to run away from you. Then Death replies Y so?? R V Not Soul Sisters? & I also belive that our V R Born from the same vomb and our Destiny was written by the pen of same God, Then Y r u at 1^st page and I am at last page of the book of lif3 to death journey?

Life softly replies and says I know you love me the most, the biggest example is that you wait for me thorough out your life with  patience which proves your love and dedication towards me but v r bound by the chains of our fates who  bounds us to stay at opposite poles. But think for a while if u n I are written at the 1^st page only then the work assigned to the soul who is coming to meet our mother(nature) how will it be done. If u n I meet in begning then I will never meet destiny and destiny will not be able to meet you. After all God has sent her 4 some work to be done. I am the door keeper at the door  who is here to welcome the soul and get it introduced to its Destinity.  Now destinity and I always tries to meet you and its symbols are often reflected when the jobs assigned to the souls starts getting completing. But at the same time destinity draws the line of resposblites so that v cannt meet each other uptill our respective jobs are nt completely completed.

But who is Born 1ce has to  Die 1 Day like Every Ending has a Begning so that a new Bigning can be started from the point of ending. A   new job could be assigned to the soul for  completion.

Death slight got convinced and asked Luck/Destinity  oke I understand the starting and ending part , but what abt b4 life and after death? Where v r ? Destinity looks into the eyes of Life and they both burst out of laughter, leaving death confused behind? Destinity asks u really don’t know what is b4  me and after u and whr v come from ? Death says no I don’t know.

Destinity says  u n life  r in the Womb of our mother nature  before the birth of soul. When soul is born or arrives I am written by pen of god at the book of Life-Death.  Life and I meets to help  in the birth of  a child. Curious deaths interrupts in between asks who is that child?  Life smiles and replies politely  U with destiny nodding her head. Deaths shouts what???in her stammered voice she asks  I am your sister n now u says u n destinity helps me in my birth , how is that possible?  Destinity replies did I said v both gave birth to you??? Death replies roudly No and says then who I am? Destiny asks who is  ur n life mother? Death replies Mother nature. Destinity asks who is ur n life father? Death replies Creator(God). Where you n life stayed in bigning? Death replies Womb of Nature. Then who u n life are? Death with embarrassed looks says soul sisters.

Still confused death asks  then who u n life are? Life  turns red and says destiny is my life partner which is written by our creators so that v both can meet u. destiny and I help  mother nature to give birth to u, we together pulls u out from our mother’s womb. Deaths says this is done when all the responsibilities  of the soul r done, life replies yes, so that a new job can be assigned to this soul. As  who is born dies and again reborn as soul cannt be destroyed but can be transferred from 1 body to another.

Death says now I have met u n destinity does that mean 1 life of  some living thing is complited? Destinity replies yes tats y u n life r together now.  Then a voice comes from our creator (God) my dear child death r ur all doubts clear , death replies yes dad. The fine ur mom’s womb is waiting 4 u 4 new cycle get ready J

जाने केयू

ना जाने क्यु हर एय्ने मे  अपना अक्स धोंद्ता हूँ, जाने केयू तेरी ही आँखों मे ही अपनी एक पहचान ढूँढता हूँ , खुशियों का पता नहीं  पता  और  ना ही गमो का , मुझे तो सिर्फ तेरे दिल का पता  मालूम है  तभी अपना घर होते हुए भी तेरा दिल के कोने मे रहना चाहता हूँ , मुझे शायद याद नहीं की मेरी तम्मना कया है पर जाने क्यु तेरी आरजूओं का पता याद है , दिल कया धड़कन
क्या नहीं है पता मुझे पर फिर भी जाने क्यु अपनी धरकन मे अक्सर तेरी धड़कन को महसूस करता हूँ ,  जाने क्यु अपने साहिल मे तेरी कश्ती तलाशता फिरता हूँ , अपने अशेयाने मे जाने कयू तुझे  धुन्दता फिरता हूँ, लोगो  ने  मुझे पागल कहा कई यो  ने दीवाना , तो कई सिर्फ हस्ते हुए आगे बढ़ गए , पर जने केयू मे तेरी चोखट से आगे ही ना ही  बढ़ पाया .

अक्सर लोग कहते है की दिया तले अँधेरा  और चारो तरफ रोशनी होती  है , मे तो सिर्फ इतना जनता हूँ की मे मेरे दिये की लो  तुम ही हूँ . वैसे  तो मे चोर नहीं हूँ पर एक चोरी करना चाहता हूँ , तेरे  गमो को चुराकर अपनी खुशियाँ  देना चाहता हूँ , ना आगे ना तेरे पीछे  बल्की तेरे साथ चलना चाहता हू , जाने क्यु तेरी  आँखों  से तेरे  दिल की कताब पढना चाहता हू , जाने केयू  तूझे खुशियों  के पर देकर अरमानो का आकाश देना चाहता चाहता हू, जाने केयू तेरी  चाहत को अपना मकसद बना चाहता हू
जाने क्यु तेरे आईने मे अपनी खुशियों का अक्स देखना चाहता हू , जाने केयू  तेरी अखो मे  अपनी पहचान धूनडना चाहता हू , जाने केयू अपने आप को तुझमे तलाशना चाहता हू .
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